“genre” isn’t so much a rigid set of requirements to me nowadays, as much as it is a type of road that leads towards a place; a springboard with which to express a feeling, or create an experience that has roots in a previous practice.
as time goes on and genres expand into more genres, it gets harder to identify more experimental pieces within strict rulesets, even if the base is as “pure” as it gets.
of course, as human beings and creators, i feel that we should be striving less for mechanical purity and rigidness, and becoming more in-tune with the natural fluidity of life and inventing ways to express that fluidity in our work. the “genre” is a means, not an end.

thoughts,

natasha dawn

from august 14th 2016

the REALIZED (Possible) can only be that which is proven, finished, and thus, can only repeat fragments of itself in an endless, repetitive pattern

the UNREALIZED (Impossible) is the unproven, ever-evading a finality, always producing a new possibility, and thus, is forever un-repetitive

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

“SELF” is our God(dess),

our lake which splits into rivers

.

much like the deities are the container of the spirit,

the “SELF” is a container for what we call “SELVES ( OF / ) SELF”,

that we exist as one,

and also as many.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .   . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .    . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

when we are born, a SELF is born with us

this SELF encounters experience, and through experience, births new SELVES

self within SELF; states within SELF

this process never ends until we do;

for to be human, to mirror our prophetic urges, our desire to understand life,

is to create new SELVES,

construct realities,

fully explore the network(s) of the SELF.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .   . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .    . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

to understand the multiplicity, the fluidity of the SELF / SELVES

and achieve peace within the UNITARY SELF,

that relieving warmth of life

that which we all chase

never knowing if we will find it.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

S/he —— — — origin of all

Her form(s), [… … …] building blocks —- human

….

The —— —- — ? —- … “male” and “female”

S/he exists as th- source

S/he connect- —— their Selves

S/he is able to shape her form as s/he wishes

S/he —— humans desire (to be) …

–r without her we would never

….

Mother Excelsia watches from above THE UNITARY SPACE

[Mother Excelsia] laughs with us

[Moth– -xx-ls-a] cries with us

[M-th-ra- -xyls-ua] hurts with us

[M–h– —–xia] ——– — – us

Even i- —- not able to see her

—Or feel him

This impossible being…

radiates so much warmth…

Our desire —- to be (…)

———- make o– fantasies real—

To understand ourselves

To -nd-rst–d — worlds

It ———- God(dess) who pulls our spirits

Perhaps she wishes to meet us?

….

But ——– a barrier

What is the barrier?

It is ———- .

——- —— —- —– ?

———————————————-

———-

–

—–end ———–

——————————-discovery————– (self)….

…

it is not to be free from pain

…

rather,

it is an acknowledging of all pain,

thus connecting deeper with the self,

able to experience and understand all elements of the human,

your Self becoming one with every Self,

becoming one with the world,

becoming one with all,

thus, finding peace

and utopia.

capitalism is a concept that exists far away from the UNITARY SPACE; an impossibility of thoughtless and catastrophic potential, made real.

capitalism — a weapon forged by a humanity that closed their gates of access to the AUTONOMOUS SPACE — thought no longer controlled by Thought — and gave their bodies and souls to the PANOPTIC SPACE.

…

in this sense, the goal of capitalism is to completely deny roads of access to the UNITARY SPACE through way of suppressing the AUTONOMOUS SPACE; to turn the three lands of humanity…

—

— PANOPTIC SPACE – AUTONOMOUS SPACE – UNITARY SPACE —

—

…into a manipulable corruption, by destroying the AUTONOMOUS; or perhaps, more like building a WALL around it, to suppress its access into humanity. this construction, known here as THE CAPITAL WALL, effectively weakens — eventually completely drains — the power of the individual’s AUTONOMOUS SPACE, making it more and more difficult to access the cycles of deep thought that lie within. eventually, after the full construction of the CAPITAL WALL, the maximums of human potential effectively cease to exist, leaving only DESTRUCTION.

and with the corruption of the three spaces of humanity, they take a new, far more damning form;

—

— PANOPTIC SPACE – [THE CAPITAL WALL] – DESTRUCTIVE SPACE —

—

with no access to the modes of thought and expression, with no way to express ideas in an unfiltered and True manner, the human being falls into oversaturation of the PANOPTIC SPACE — a reliance and a dependence on the physical.

the fluidity and freedom of the human experience, the natural desire to connect with nature, becomes a rigid and commodified set of rules;

the invention of money and finance;

the use of harmful, environment-altering fuels;

the social construction of race;

the corruption of art as marketing;

the gender binary;

war and destruction as the human condition;

formalized government;

soullessly regurgitated, repeated forever — we cannot access anything deeper than this, because we are deflected time and time again by THE CAPITAL WALL.

without the balance between the PANOPTIC and the AUTONOMOUS, there is only raw destruction; Creation without Thought, Art without Ideas, Cultures without Humanity… and so on.
it is simply not complete and inherently destructive.

in this process, the UNITARY SPACE ceases to exist, as the UNITARY SPACE cannot exist without both the PANOPTIC and the AUTONOMOUS. and in this way, both internal and external human potential is brought to a core limit, and all who exceed that limit are destroyed.

so the UNITARY SPACE, the impossible liminal space where humans can find transcendental and metaphysical truths and find utopia, becomes the DESTRUCTIVE SPACE, where everything is destroyed in small parts that lead to a huge and massive destruction of all human life and the decimation of our planet.

it is an illusion of higher power brought only by recklessness. and without some kind of intervention, it will be our end.

^

drama

art

music

sense

thought

v

spirit

human existence defined as two spaces —

“The Panoptic Space”;

the physical world and the human cultures that manifest within ;

Histories; Earth; Science; Bodies; Nature; […]

that which can be proven to exist in physical form, with very few interpretations that cannot be proven — that which surrounds Society

+

“The Autonomous Space”;

the even greater world that exists within a realm of concepts within the mind ;

Fictions / Mythologies; Ideas; Spirituality; Gender / Epicenism; […]

that which may or may not be real, yet drives and motivates the human, with no “true” definition or physical form — that which surrounds Us

—

these two spaces interface with each other in various ways, harmonically, disorderly, or neutrally;

such as the AUTONOMOUS SPACE offering Ideas,

the PANOPTIC SPACE offering Sound,

their offerings fusing together to create Music,

which exists between a third, perfect utopian space, with which the PANOPTIC and the AUTONOMOUS are always in harmony…

man is woman

woman is man

both are neither

they simply are

and so they are not